Chocolate on the Darker Side

2009-03-30T12:08:00.000-07:00

Gosh.. I'm back for a week and i'm starting to miss Tioman.. I wanna dive dive dive dive and take more photos.. Sadly the camera was spoilt and not many photos could be developed the last time i went... Hahahha.. Guess this time round my motivation to work would be diving at Tioman and hopefully to Phuket/Bali/Redang/Maldives!! Yeah... Let's plan to go there once every few months.. But... Who can I go with??? Sianzzz..... My bf and "bf" can't swim.. Haizz.. I'm calling out to strong swimmers who wanna befriend me!!! Let's get ourselves engaged in more healthy activities.. ^-^

I'm starting to get bored of gaming and gaming and gaming, smoking and smoking and smoking.. Hmmm... Let's start my job hunt again!!! Lalalalalala... Somebody told me this year would be a lucky year for me... Hopefully I'm gonna be lucky and be blessed with everything I could wished for... YEAH!!!!!

Tioman Trip (Part 3)

2009-03-29T09:14:00.001-07:00

Wahhh.. Finally uploaded all these photos after loading for hours... What is wrong with blogger??? Soo troublesome... I'm tired.. Good night peeps....

Tioman Trip (Part 2)

2009-03-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Day 3 (22/03/2009)

After drinking last night, I was soooo tired that I skipped the free breakfast at the chalet's restaurant in the morning to enjoy more beauty sleep.. =) Lol.. Had cup noodles instead after Jiana and Benson is back from their breakfast.. We started packing and laze around for awhile more as we had a very tiring 2nd day & night at Tioman.. Hee..

Then we proceed to the chalet's restaurant to have our lunch.. Lol.. Eat and eat, the both of them seem to be hungry all the time... After that we strolled over to the jetty to wait for our ferry which is supposed to arrive at 1pm.. On our way, we bypassed the diving centre and bid them goodbye.. Thanks guys, u guys make a great companion...

We waited and waited at the jetty until we got bored cos the ferry isn't here yet so Benson and I went to buy a loaf of bread to feed the fishes at the jetty again.. Lol.. I'm bored... Wahh... In the end, the stupid ferry arrived at 2pm++, we waited for more than an hour and WORST, when we arrived at Mersing jetty, the person in charge of assigning our coach to us claimed that all our names weren't found in the name list for coach back to SG.. What the heck!! We ended up waiting for about another hour before we board the bus which is heading to SG and I had to sit with a guy cos we're boarding other tourist's coach... WTH.. Don't they arrange for female strangers to sit together with females?? Weird.. I was like sianzz half but lucky the guy isn't too fat so at least both of us had enough space on our own.. Also the coach is sooo much lousier than the one we took to Tioman on the first day, the cushion of the seat is like pricking into my legs.. Had a very uncomfortable and itchy feeling on my way back to SG.. Haizz

Finally we're back to SG and alighted at Newton Circus for dinner.. Hmm.. Though the coming back journey isn't satisfied, we did had a great time at Tioman.. Many riching experience and fun time we had together.. Lol.. Looking forward for MORE trips to Tioman.. Hehehe.. FUN!!!!

Tioman Trip (part 1)

2009-03-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

Day 1 (20/03/2009)

Took coach from Orchard DFS at 645am and travelled for about 2 hours before we reached Mersing jetty at Malaysia, took a ferry which spent another aprox. 2 hours before we finally arrive at Tioman Island - Paya Beach Resort. Quickly checked in and unload our stuffs and i hasted both Jiana and Benson to hurry up as it's my first time snorkeling therefore need to do some practice before we go out sea the next day..

Benson taught me how to snorkel but I still didn't get the trick of using the mask and had some difficulties. Example: water went into my mask and kept going into my nose and also i got choked by using mouth to breathe.. Haizz.. What a disappointing first time for a swimmer like me.. What makes it worst of all is I'm also afraid of fishes especially when there's too many surrounding me.. wahhhh dieeeee... I felt as though I'm a noob swimmer getting panic and am disabled suddenly..

Finally time for dinner... LOL.. After dinner went back to our chalet and Jiana and Benson was already complaining that it's a bored place cos they don't have any night activities over there.. Yeah.. It's indeed bored but thankfully I'm dead beat cos I gamed the whole night before therefore I K.O not long after we reached chalet.. ZzZzZZZzzzzzzz

Day 2 (21/03/2009)

Woke up around 7am and had breakfast.. Ohhh.. Wonderful breakfast as well.. After breakfast, went back to chalet and get ourselves prepared for the snorkeling trip.. Gotta meet up at 9am at jetty and off we go.. Yeahhh.. Nice scenery, nice weather, nice ppl onboard boat.. Lol.. Reached 1st location whereby there are many fishes, sea turtles and sharks.. Wooowww.. Had the shock of my life when i climbed down the ladder and swam a distant away from the boat, once i put my head in the water and SEE all the fishes surrounding me, jumping around and knocking me.. Wahhhh.. I need a life jacket!!!! I'm disabled whenever there's too many fishes surrounding me.. Dieeeee.......

Got my life jacket and swam far far away from the boat to find sharks and sea turtles.. Lol.. Fun Fun Fun Fun fun fun fun is all i can describe.. Oh.. Btw, the sharks doesn't bite otherwise I won't be back at SG safe and sound.. Lol.. Finally mastered how to snorkel and had a great snorkeling trip at the 1st location... Got onto boat and traveled to 2nd location which is Marine Park..

Arrived at Marine Park and we took a break for tidbits.. Lol.. Told Benson and Jiana that I couldn't swim at Marine Park cos the fishes there are sooo much bigger and everybody is feeding the fishes therefore all the fishes gathered at the jetty.. OMG!!! Ended up walking around the etty and feed the fishes from jetty as well.. Lol.. But.. Thankfully, we didn't get down to swim.. Lol.. The person-in-charge asked us at the jetty whether we had anything to do after the snorkeling trip which ends at 1pm, and well.. There's nothing to do already and we're so bored.. Therefore he suggested we try scua diving for RM150 for 1st timer.. Nice deal and we accepted it as I wanna try diving since young but didn't get a chance to do so as none of my friends are interested in it..

Back to our chalet at about 1pm and had lunch immediately then went back for a rest and we're late... Lol.. Supposed to meet 3pm at diving centre but we reached there around 3.30pm cos we overslept at chalet.. Lol.. Ended up walking towards the dive centre blur blur and listened to the instructor who taught us yet we 3 yawning away.. Hahaha.. What an appreciative audience... Subsequently, the instructor and his assistants gave us our diving suits then Jiana and I went to try it on.. We had such a big difficulty wearing the diving suit as it's sticking to our body closely making us hard to pull it up and wear it on.. Omggggg... Worst.. After we thought we're done, we walked out happily and .... We wore it wrongly... Dots dots dots...

Finally all is done, we walked towards our starting point which is the other end of the shore and get ourselves all geared on.. Wahhh.. The oxygen tank is SUPER heavy, lucky I'm still able to carry it on my back and endure the weight.. Then we walked slowly into the shallow part of the sea and start practicing with some basic diving skills which we ought to know.. Example: clearing of mask if water gets in, clear our ear block due to pressure deep in the sea, how to find the regulator if it drops out of our mouth and to purge the water out of our mouth and carry on breathing using the regulator.. Again I'm having problems breathing as 1 part of the regulator is broken and maybe because I'm not used to it.. Then the instructor was soo kind, he gave me his personal regulator to use and told me to handle with care cos that belongs to him.. Lol.. Then when we're prepared to dive and get our flippers on, Jiana flippers went missing.. Omg.. He lent her his personal one and he wore the common ones cos Jiana can't remember which size they gave her previously.. Lol.. Soo sweet of him to lend everybody his personal stuffs and ended up he gotta use those for public use..

Finally we're done with all the practicing and dive forward... Yeahhhh.. I'm getting the hang of it.. Shiok!!! Dive dive dive into the sea reaching the sea bed and saw many sea urchins.. -_-" But also because we're deep down in the sea bed, there are not many fishes, hence I can swim perfectly.. YEAH!! Saw clown fish and many corals as well.. Beautiful... Sadly great times are short, it's time to go back on shore... :(

We went back to diving centre and get ourselves changed and foot the bill after everything is done.. Isn't it great? Nice instructor invited us over for the night if we had nothing to do at night and feel bored... Haha.. Therefore after dinner, we dropped by thinking it would only be a short moment cos we dunno what to do over there also.. They ended up playing guitar, singing, chatting nonsensical stuffs and creating jokes to brighten our holiday up.. Very nice bunch of guys and they invited us over to the other end of the shore for the camp fire which they set up and there's a bar over there which we drank and chatted and they continued singing.. Wahh.. Nice night spent and totally enjoyed the companion with them...

Jiana and Benson then said we can prepare for our next trip there to relax and have fun again.. Lol.. I was thinking yesterday night they were complaining about boredom on that island and tonight we're already planning for the next trip... Yeah.. Fun.. Thanks to those bunch of guys from Paya Beach Resort Diving Centre.. Heard that July is a good month to go over as school holidays is over and we won't be encountering crowd problems also the sea is calmer and the sun is better during July.. Hmmm... Gotta find a job and go over during July again.. hahhahahhaha...

I'm tired.. Shall blog day 3 tml.. Hopefully with photos as well.. Waiting for Benson to send me all the photos.... WAitingg.....

Getting to Know Myself

2009-02-25T16:29:00.000-08:00

Posting the results for a quiz I found at
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Which seems to be very zhun! (accurate)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The End

2009-02-22T13:07:00.000-08:00

Today marks the end of everything.. Don't bother pestering me since you think I think you don't understand me at all.. Don't bother arguing since you think I will not think for you.. Clashes in everything simply shows that we're not suitable for each other..

We both ain't young and seriously I've been considering this issue for some time, I wanna see whether there could be improvement or any better solutions before we make any decisions.. Sadly, we could only make it this far...

I see it as a good ending as it benefits the both of us hoping that our next better half would be someone of the same frequency and shares the same thinking.. I no longer want to deceive myself thinking that we would have a bright future.. This is earth, we're living in a fast pace country and we have no more time to spend on dreams..

Forgive me for being a realistic person... I've tried and I totally admitted defeat... Hopefully, the coming paths of life would be a wider path with more options and for a better consideration.. GG!!

Valentine's Day 2009

2009-02-15T09:15:00.000-08:00

Went to catch the movie "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button".. It's about a baby who is born old and died young, starring Brad Pitt.. It's a misfortune to be born with the face of an old man, with the heart of a baby and gradually aged in the heart but becoming younger in the appearance.. Overall, quite a nice film though it's quite boring in the middle of the show..

Then... It's DOTA time!!!! LOL... Been losing every single game recently, what rotten luck I had.. Haizz.. Think it's time to work hard and earn some $$ to get a better desktop for more dota-ing at home to practice my rotten skills.. Hahahaha.. Hopefully it'll be a positive motivation for me to work hard!!! Haa...

ANGRYANGRYANGRY!!!!!!!!

2009-02-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

Naughty Luna turned my house upside down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was out for dota and left 4 dead the whole night, the next day i stepped into my house.... I almost fainted.... Luna broke free!! She escaped from her "prison"... Stains of stools in her "prison" and she peed at my living room, stains of her foot prints went all over my house and I've no idea why my mom's room door isn't closed.. That simply means..... her room is messed up as well.... FAINT!!!

Immediately brought her for shower as she stinks with all the business she made.. After which I locked her up in the toilet and spent almost 2 hours cleaning up the BIG mess she created... ANGRY!!!!!!! Haizzz...

For goodness sake.... Bless Luna and make her a good girl.... I love you to whoever able to make her obedient... Haizzzzz......

CNY gathering

2009-02-01T03:52:00.000-08:00

31 Jan 2009

Gathered at The Cathay and had dinner at 日本村 with Reona, JJ, Jiana, Benson and Qin, latter we caught the movie All's Well End's Well 2009.. Lol.. A rather comical plus a touch of lameness movie..

After movie, we went to TCC and "chit-chat" over some funny things/people that we've met.. LOL.. We then chatted about the Addidas Sundown Marathon on May and we FORCED our dear principal Ms Liu to join us for the marathon.. C'mon... Just join for the sake of FUN... LOL... Doubt we'll be getting any prizes/medals...

Let's have some training girls... Slim down & keep fit for a better and prettier future... hahahahahhahaha

2nd day Lunar New Year

2009-01-27T10:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

It's another new year... Bury the hatchet, forget all unhappiness, forgive the wrongs and welcome all wonderful things that could happen throughout the coming new year.. >_<

Day 1 (25 Jan 2009)

Went over to my aunt's place to visit my grandma, sat for about 1 hour and we left.. Lol.. Wonder why??? It's never my habit to stay over for long at relatives' place as I'm not that close to my relatives.. That explains the boredom having no common topic to chat about therefore ended up watching local shows at my aunt's place.. And friends of mine knew.. I DON'T WATCH SG TV SHOWS... lolz..

Day 2 (26 Jan 2009)

Had lunch at my uncle's house then watch some video clips of the highlights of my cousin's wedding.. How cute her hubby is.. Lols.. He has a very jovial and adorable face, always happy looking and smiling.. Blessed marriage for them.. :D

Subsequently, went to Orchard Cineleisure with Qin to catch the movie Marriage Games casted by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee.. Hmm.. I rate it 60/100.. A okay okay film to watch if you're bored and had nothing better else to do.. Lol..

After movie, trained down to Tampines and over to Kary's house.. It's been a habit to visit his parents during CNY as his mom took good care of me during my stay over his house when we're together.. Well... That was more than 2 years ago.. The warmth I've received during my stay with him is truely heartwarming.. After a couple of years, the familarity, warmth and closeness with his mom still remains.. I guess all these are fated.. Certain people gets along especially well and things occurs just to strengthen the bond between each other.. Lol...

It's been a year since I last visited her, therefore, as per normal, we ladies chatted and chatted until it's past midnight.. Lols... Qin and I left after realising that it's pretty late and we had imposed them for too long.. Before leaving, his mom told me to visit her as and when I'm free, don't have to wait till CNY then visit her.. Haha...

Hmmm...I wished everybody's mom could be as close to me as she is... A pity, I'm not fortunate or rather fated to be her daughter-in-law, otherwise I guess we would surely click and lead a happy life ahead... DEFINITELY, I do not mean I'm still loving her son.. It's just that I genuinely missed the warmth, easy going and happy days with his mom...

I've ended the relationship with Kary for 2 years and yet his mom still remembers my laziness, she peeled some prawns just for me beforehand, she remembers i love to eat the chips (qi ku or chi ku) and she bought a bottle for me.. It's really touching that she remembers every single thing i've said, did, likes and dislikes... I'm genuinely touched and appreciates every single thoughts and actions she'd did JUST FOR ME... Much much much appreciated...

Thank you Auntie!!! >_<

AND TO 大大的肥豬... Don't think too much after reading this... Hahahaha.... Pinchy!!!

Jb trip

2009-01-18T01:23:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Malaysia with Jiana using the new JB's custom, big and air-conditioned... But.. Lots and lots of detours... It's a good exercise trip.. Lol.. Of cos... Went JB to look for my best hairstylist friend Joanne, had a treatment done together with trimming of the split ends.. Haha.. My new hairstyle on the left.. It's simple, neat and nice.. Joanne understands that I'm lazy to tidy myself up.. Therefore, she will always trim for me an easy to manage hair... Lol.. Compliments to Joanne..

Subsequently went to City Square for a short walk and I bought this shorts for RM10.. It's only RM10... CHEAP!! Hopefully it doesn't wear out easily.. Lol.. Friends have been asking whether did I shop for CNY's clothes.. NO, I didn't... Whereas, I bought a new sleeping shorts for CNY.. Haha.. Purpose?? To sleep through CNY without disturbances... LOL... Yeah.. It read PARTY!!! And I'm happily partying in my sleep.. Please do not disturb!!! Thanks.... ^-^

Gathering for Reona's Birthday

2009-01-17T05:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to MS to have Yuki-Yaki steamboat BBQ for my dearest friend Reona's birthday gathering.. Hmmm... Been some time since we last gathered with secondary classmates.. Didn't take any pictures as no one brought cameras.. -_-"

While eating, my sis text me saying Luna has created a big big mess at home, making things upside down and she totally ignored my family's reprimands.. Lol... What a snobbish dog...

After dinner, we had a long chat at the Esplanade.. It definitely brings back some memories whereby we used to strolled from Orchard Rd to Esplanade during our 18s..

Looking back in life.. There really aren't many true friends who share common interests and totally understands and respects decisions made by us... However, ultimately we have to be responsible for our own actions therefore, no matter what we did or decided to do, it's the path we've chosen and what we actually need are just genuine blessings from friends... (was actually thinking of this during chatting with them)

Definitely I do not mean that my friends aren't good, they're all positive thinking persons just that sometimes our opinions may differs.. Anyway, I'm happy for Reona celebrating her 24-26 birthdays with her perfect hubby JJ and us sisters from secondary school.. Not to mention 27,28,29 and so on...

We then headed home around 2am and thanks to JJ for sending us back.... Once I reached home and peep through the windows, baby Luna isn't asleep yet... Omg.. She usually slept at 10pm+, my sis said Luna's been waiting for me the whole day and night... LOLS.. Of course, I cuddled and played with Luna awhile as she'd waited for me the whole night, then told her to tuck in for the night... My Luna's starting to realised who's her owner!! Oh Great!!! ^-^

Playful Luna

2009-01-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

After a walk, Luna's still so active and can't stay still for a photo with me... I guess she dislike taking photos.... Lol.. She's looking everywhere except the camera... Hmmm.. Any suggestions for her to LOOK at the camera????

Naughty Luna enjoys playing with her squiggle toy...

Luna --> "Moon".. The name of a Roman Goddess..

2009-01-09T02:22:00.001-08:00

I've spent some time browsing through the web looking for baby names together with the help of my god-sis Metherline in preparation of my new baby girl - Luna... The name "Luna" was chosen mainly because it gave me a sense of belonging, someone close to me having an almost similar name as mine... Hence, I named my baby girl Luna... >_<

Luna was adopted by my family and I on 05 Jan 2009. She's a 3 months old puppy and due to teething, she enjoys biting and she bites EVERYTHING... She's hyper active, adorable, loves seeking attention and has a strong possessive character as in she loves to snatch all her toys away from people.. No one can touch her toys except for herself..

Here's a photo of baby Luna.. Isn't she adorable??

She's listening to the barkings of my neighbour's dogs... lols..

Attentive pup...

Luna is finally resting after a "MAD" and hectic day.. Lol..

After viewing all these adorable photos of her... Now... I'm going to show you guys the MISCHIEVOUS deeds she'd done..

SHE DISFIGURED MY LEGS!!!! Yup, she loves pulling/clinging onto me.. I think she needs a trim for her nails as it's rather sharp...

God.. Please bless my legs, may it be unscared..........